to swing or not to swing

it's a full moon tonight and i have seen it coming for days in the crazy way people have been acting. It's been a ridiculous week, full of stress and drama. So I'm going sailing. In order to keep it light i am uploading 1 of 3 videos of me trying to get the courage up to swing from a vine over a ravine in St. Lucia. I don't want to spoil the ending, I do in the very last video actually swing. But the videos of me having an internal battle are funnier. Enjoy. I'm not sure why I have that freaky huge smile when i am scared...